God, my head understands and gets the whole thing about it being about you and me. I don't really know how to walk that out. How to make it real and life-changing.
Please show me. Show me, minute by minute where I need to forgive and where I need to obey.
I give this whole process up to you. I release any time frame I feel like I place on it. Take all the time you need. I think I always look for a formula: if I do this, then this will happen. I'm sorry. I just want to be real with you. I'm scared to death of what you might require of me -- I feel so incapable and inadequate. But I just want to be at peace. I choose to follow your leading. I love you. I need you completely...